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April 07 幸福的背影由金沙坐shuttle去威尼斯人,目的係想行下..去時腳步浮浮..立即去foodcourt order food..
當攞完坐低先記起自己食左lunch先黎,我order的係日式便當只好食幾啖..
行去shopping mall,上次用了很長時間去找ZAIA的售票處,今日我行得好快好快
穿過一間間五光＋色的商鋪..走了很久很久..我回到那絛橋,橋下的長椅是我們曾合照的地方
我們不理途人目光,把相機放在地下,由它10秒後自拍,今天那兒卻有另一對情侶在私語
去到和你相擁那座橋畫面再浮現在我腦海.
那日我頸好痠痛我問你''會介意我貼着那難聞的藥布睡嗎?''
你到處去找,找可買膏布的地方,其實當時我認為這酒店該沒這東西
你卻沒多想拖著我的手一間間去找,..可知我看着你凝視了多久..那是一個很溫暖幸福的背影
今日我孑然自顧自走,維尼斯人有位唱歌劇的船伕問我''Bonjour?''
我呆呆的看他問他''I can't hear you..''
''How are you?''
我無奈的笑笑''I'm good ,I'm fine ,thanks...''
我逃避他的視線,若連1個陌生人也看出我,我會覺得不安
走到去賭場放下500元沒思量沒贏錢心思,可能只有点不甘心想驘d失去的賭本
結果眞的..賠了..
或許愛情也是一場賭博,有人会適可宜止..我賠了安慰自己''輸少當贏''
另一面廂又再次下注,沒理由亦不自覺,也沒理会那後果
坐車的時侯,天黑了,望著我倆曾傻傻地跳舞的廣場.
心在抽疼悸動..
今天那兒沒人,顯得格外荒涼,那兒,仍有我最眷戀的回憶..
February 19 珍惜身邊人-轉載文章一頓歷時89分鐘,價值274元的晚餐。
February 08 時間不一定能把悲傷沖淡記得曾經有個朋友他說''若在14天內沒笑可能是患上抑鬱症..
我相信我未糟糕到如斯地步.....
但確實最近發現要''笑''對於我來說有點吃力..
有人問過我是否因為我沒在工作,有時間想太多?
想太多不切實際或解決不了的事.
看起來像自尋煩惱吧
其實我只可坦白地說,我是一個懦弱的人
這幾年發生的事我曾試着壓抑着悲傷,很用力的想跨過障礙..
畢竟從''懦弱''到拿出点勇氣去做未知數的事也是艱難的
之前我選擇了相信~一個以為可以相信的可靠的
可是到最後我發覺我太膚淺..現實就是現實,誰会跟你''一諾千金'',''兌現承諾呢?
以往的我每逢遇到透不過氣的時侯会選擇''溜跑''到外地整理一下思緒..
可是現在的我不再是一個人..
我卻不想把我的負能量牽扯着你..
有些事可兩個人分擔..
但在現在充滿消極和工作壓力的hk..找人分擔快樂不難,分擔煩惱鬱結是奢侈的
人人都有自己的難處,大家看別人的''苦'',比起自己的是多麽的微不足道..
大概若有一天,身邊再沒有明白和瞭解自已的人,我才会覺得現在慶幸還是有朋友在支持著我的..
我想....
我還是像老樣子..
像是一隻貓,黏着傷口自我安慰,那是最適合不過的了~
January 24 擁有個人空間本是奢侈的事一大班人柴娃娃的嬉鬧..很多人都會,尤其是中學時
20人也可以去影吓相,BBQ..
人大左,煩惱愈來愈多..
開始也不想面對太多人..
大班人出來fever完又回復沉靜..
好處是時間好似快d過..
如果可以我想離開hk幾天..
我是一個不喜歡太熱鬧的人.
總不想自己假裝很好,講一大堆片面說話,尷尬地接過利是~
兩年前,爸不在,我們一家去了上海過年..
我想那是我過得最自在的新年了.
January 06 Any Regret in ourlife time?I felt sad and sour on tonight after i heard that one of my friend 's mom passed away today morning in Taipei.
She's not just my friend ,I very brave woman suffer from cancer she used 3 yrs and doing many operation but she's alway say ''I'm fine,don't worry about me''
She's single not yet to get marry when she suffering the illness her mom accompany her all the time .
even my friend 's not able to go to toilet and can't control herselves''p''on the floor her mom always look after her with all her love.
But when my friend nearly recover from the cancer,her mom found out she got the cancer too.
I don't even know what should i say to my friend ~
But i do think life's always too short .
I used to try my best to remember all the things and people who i did meet in my life time.
Life might hv a lots of obstacles and challenge but what's more worst than hv regret in our life time?
I'm thankful i got a completed family,a very good and caring lover and many good friends.
Hope all of us 'll be health and cherish everything in our life.
December 20 In loveOne month pass after I was with Kenji .Some people might think one month just a short period for couples..
Seems like not knowing each other quite well,some of my friend even 'll ''decribe'this as the honeymoon period>Love's blind ,everything seems fantasic?
For myselves,this time with kenji we almost see each other 3-4times/week and chat online everynight for few hours.
I can truthly tell him my past ,totally~and i know he was doing the same as well
When we spend time together,no matter where we go ,i was just very fuifill that just have both of us.
Although some of my past experience made me feel scare to fallen into too deep,even think about the ''cheating''stuff 'll happen again or not
in btw of our relationship i did feel worry not his past but about our future if he 'll cheat on me or meet someone else later on ..
what i can only describe myselves 's a girl easy to think too much and actually not confidence at all
but he used to comfort me all the time ,no matter i'm the one suspect the trust but he's the one always proof in his action.
what u did Darling not just see in my eyes but also in my mind.
About the future no one can tell 100%truth
but in this moment ,
i really wanna thanks god that i found you-Kenji Man
A guy most cherish me in my life time .
To share the happiness ,sadness,take care of my soul even give me many suprise.
Darling,u brighten up my life.
As i said before no matter good times or bad times,We go together ,U and me.
Please do remember I'm always with you and Love u with all my heart.
Kenji ,thanks for your love.
December 12 what about Love..Actually i'm not feel like wanna to write anything as i feel quite frustrating right now..
what's all about love?
Should be kinda sweet like both of u can't see anyone else ,only your lover in your eyes
Should be miss someone like u wanna see each other every second ,everyday ~
Should be fallen deeply in love with someone u can even give up anything to be with him/her,just because of love
but about sour ,it always included tears ,fear,disappointed ,jealous,expectations and it can easy to destroy the love which build up hard.
It's hard to discribe how much we love someone ,used the tears to count ,no..i guess not ..heartache cannot count..
even something doesn't matter in others eyes ,u'll feel very painful that's maybe u just put into it too much ..
what should we do ?avoid to love in someone ,be more selfish might not get into this trouble.
life just one,what's the next challenge?
December 08 P.S I Love YouIs's nearly half month pass that i start the relationship with Kenji ,i can say that i'm suprise we seems like getting along quite well ,although just half months but we did have
a lots of memory already .Our dating in ocean park ,Pier 3 ,the movie day ,dinner in temple street ,our macau trip and so on ..times just goes fast when we are together....
and running slow when i 'm not able to see him.
Dear Darling u are always understanding and caring ,thanks for giving me many good days and hope more and more coming soon.
I love u !
With love ,
Ro
November 30 愛情的保質期..今日在msn和1個朋友閒聊,她說在外地的男友冷淡了,電話幾日也不一通..
這位今天如斯冷淡的人在之前還熱烈地追求我的朋友..
早陣子還說要和她結婚,老是纏著她
去旅行,遊山玩水一大堆節目.
現在卻會說''累''
天啊,不是很熟吧~
熱戀時,我們總会熱情如火..
當火熄了,只遺下灰燼.
我們應拿著這''愛情的骨灰''默默守侯嗎?
我相信過期的鮮奶会令人拉肚子..我們看到過期食品還会買下嗎?
聽說秦始皇陵墓下有''長明燈'',燈火永不熄滅
我比較貪心,希望和我愛的人走到生命盡頭也很愛對方
我相信,愛,是永不止息.
只是找對了對象沒有.
November 18 兒戲是人生還是我們自己?早幾天和朋友看了齣三級恐怖片''恐懼鬥室''
主角為復仇殺勠,也有人為逃離逼害互相嘶殺..一幕幕血腥場面,確實令人受不了
想深一層,令人不寒而悚的除了那些極為逼眞的假血,殘肢,我想是''人性的醜惡''吧
以前的年代,人的想法較為單純,鄰居會虛寒問暖,大家会買旗做善事,男女關係也沒現在複雜
現在大家會想法多了..
鄰居之間連点頭問候也不一定会,
就以我住的那屋苑為例,光是我住那層己有3個單位常傳出爭吵聲
現在在街,每隔一個街口就有各式各樣的募捐籌款,大家還要想是眞的慈善團體還是詐騙?
記得做空姐時(5年前)於黄埔被人截住以月捐方法幫助老人家.
有1次剛巧忘了把錢調到另一個户口,過不到數,竟遭那些人破口大罵.....
以前也会有婚外情,我們看電視也聽到''狐狸精''1詞..
但現在最多出現是''曖昧''這詞語~既未不是情侶但比普通朋友好1點.
''劈腿''台灣國語,即1腳踏兩船以上
' '壞女人''壞男人'',調情高手,攻心計,為現代愛情史不可缺少的角色
曾有1位''電車男''friend''慨嘆女人只愛壞男人..
後來他也結婚了和老婆過得不錯.
好男人和好女人終成眷屬
朋友,早就想跟你說,不能否認女人只愛壞男人..,男人只愛壞女人
但我認為你以前遇到的不是你的對象
你愛上她,她不愛你.
僅此而巳.
世界在轉,人仍在,複雜的是人的思想. November 13 愛過了，就忘得掉當他不再愛你的時候，不要再給他第二次傷害你的機會
愛過了，就忘得掉 我們有時候會忘記了一些事情， 但不知不覺間，忘了的事又會冷不丁地浮現於腦海。 有些人相信，這是選擇性記憶在作怪； 另一些人則相信，記憶會像時光那樣流逝於無形。 搜索枯腸也好，抓破頭皮也罷， 對於能否記起你想要記起的事情， 都是無補於事的。最經常發生的例子是， 忽然有人問你一個極其簡單的日常問題， 或一個你常掛嘴邊的詞語， 又或者一條你天天經過的街道的名稱， 電光火石之間，你，噎在那兒， 一點兒線索都沒有。事情就這麼輕意地發生了， 你，忘了你不可能忘掉的事情。 儘管我們曾經吿訴自己， 此生也不會忘掉某些人、 某些事，然而，腦袋是最會搗蛋的傢伙， 忘得掉或忘不掉，不在我們，在它。 一如我曾經努力地要想起從前學過的東西， 結果也是徒勞。 而我們在感情上， 恐怕也敵不過“忘了”這個毛病， 儘管，我們經常用“刻骨銘心” 來形容自己當年的心情。 不是不諷刺的。 年輕人的記憶力比較持久， 因而受到感情傷害的記憶像鐵一樣， 勾起了無盡的思念與痛苦。 常有人問我一個簡單的愛情是非題： 我應該忘掉他 / 她嗎？ 我的答案當然是肯定的。 因為我知道，即使今天忘不掉， 明天忘不掉，終有一天， 那個他 / 她， 就會像與澳門擦肩而過的颱風一樣， 登陸在它方。 掀起了一輪狂風暴雨之後， 影響力逐漸減弱，一切又平靜如常。 忘掉一段情，沒有應該不應該， 它是那麼自然而然地發生。 颱風登陸，我們的感情也登陸， 暫時忘不了， 只因我們的感情暫時無處登陸，而已。 狠心嗎？薄情嗎？不。 情愛這回事，素來都是這樣。 移情別戀，是治癒失戀的良方妙藥。 相別經年的戀人，哪天重遇， 多半不能愛火重燃。因為你已記不起那人， 到底如何讓你深深愛戀過。 你可能會記起一些快樂和悲傷的片段， 可依然無動於衷。 然而，樂觀地接受腦袋給我們開的玩笑， 你會發覺，忘掉了，更好。不是嗎？ 過去了就是過去了， 何必牢牢記住一些纏繞半生卻留不住的情感呢！ ------------------------------------- Copy from the Web November 12 confusing or confidence?I just find a new job which worked in a private pub lately will going to start to work there very soon ,as my frd who's the assist manager there he told me
he don't mind i'm ''green'' in F & B fields,i feel a bit comfortable and said ''ok then ''but after i talked with thomas and elson on today ,i think am i thinking
too simple ??although start from the beginning as receptionist ,but seems it's too easy for me to get this job ,well ,as they are the one who have fruitful experience
in F & B fields .i have a bit worry right now ..but as i already promise my frd i'll try there ,i'll ..because i never break my promise ..and maybe that's not that complicated~
hope so~~~~~is it another challenge for me ,i should hv fun and enjoy ~~~ November 08 The sleepness dayYestersday before i went to celebrate my b-day with Elson ,my mom called my cell phone and told me she's in the hospital again ~feeling the heart beating a bit fast
and she's in the emergency room ,i asked her if she's ok and need my accompany she said no''she's back to normal and wanna to have a further chk up only''and
she was in the observation room for check up so she told me not to go ..for me ,i'm always stress out ,2 years before when my dad passed away suddenly within 2
hours at home in the early morning... start from that time ,i was always feel scared if my family members suffering the illness and pain ,and for myselves ,i had
some sign like heartbeating fast than normal ppls around 110/mins ,so if my mom told me she's feeling pain or my brother suffered vomit ,
I won't sleep and keep quiet in my room and see if they have any situations and need help,sometimes when i heard they cough or other soundi'll go out immediately and see what's going on
..i really don't know how to describe these feelings..
as this happened again and again ,i felt extremly tired ,for myselves although sometimes i'll feel unwell but i try to don't let others worry about me ,i'll choose to go to
hospital alone but feeling helpless all the time ..within half years i afraid of ppls shouting out of my room ,when i sleeping have the phone ring and sometimes i'll made a dream
and see my daddy or others things, make me full with tears when i woke up ,i can feel my pillow 's wet..that's a lot of lonely night and nearly drive me crazy
i hope i can let go one day ...someday maybe
November 05 Commitment of loveI have dinner with my ex-bf Alan on today for lunch,we have chat for the insurance matter and of course we did talk about ourselves
he did ask me if i did seeing someone else ,i honestly told him i did have affairs with a guy before but just broken for a period ..
and i told him i'm really confuse ..Am i not worth for the love?
I asked him -my ex ,what he think on me ?Am i just too easy to fallen into love ..he said no..he think i'm good enough to be a gf just he's not ready at that moment
when we are in the relationship..afterwards i feel more and more confuse ...i don't even know what's the right timing .I do think if both person once get start just try to be good and commit to each other.
and finally he said i told u a secret ''i'm in a relationship with a girl right now''for me to be honest i have a smile on my face and no pretending
asking him how he know this girl .. with a happy smile ,and i see he might feel strange how come i don't feel a bit upsad~~~finally i give him
the advise ,don't always mention his exgf and even me in front of his gf ..and that's not good to their relationship and he should try his best to move on
don't look back because regret can't help his relationship ,what he can do is try his best effort to take care his current gf .
when we say''bye''downstairs of the restaurant ,i listening some songs and walking to times square ,i found that i got some tears rolling down on my face
until theway to MTR station ,i don't know what the hell i'm thinking ,but i do understand i'm not upsad because of he has a gf right now ,maybe because everything move on,
i'm still stay in the same place ..no direction don't know what to do ..and sometimes love affairs end by no reason...
Everytimes when we just fallen in love with a girl/man ,we always wanna to try to make them happy ,for me ,even we broke up but still
I wish u can be happy .
I don't envy u in love with a new girl .
I hope u can find yr ''true love''
I just want u to fullfill with the love and happeness in yourlife time
although we won't be back together
this's the commitment when the first day I fallen in love with u
Always want u to be happy
That's what we call ''love''
Don't Wanna-海角七號So many times I've tried
put in my heart and soul
never good enough for you
I'm sick of all your lies
it's time to realize
I'm better off without you
don't wanna to be a fool and a slave
to satisfy your needs
not gonna waste my time and my life
to settle in your dreams
you said it's over
it's never over
it's time for something new
I tried so hard
to get this over
to follow something new
That's what inside my mind right now
if u feel so buy a soundtrack and then feel it yourselves,highly recommand !!!
October 23 刻骨的愛情墓誌銘最近聽到很多身邊嘅朋友感情出現狀況,不外乎分手,出現第三者,性格不合..今日想起很久沒去''拜''daddy,每一次到那墓地附近,我特別會
留意一個墓碑,聽說葬在裏面是一位婦人,她老公是做鑄銅廠的老板,為了紀念他太太,他鑄造了一隻很大的手掌,其中一隻手指頭是那婦人
的容貌,手掌的形狀是向上托著的,我想那位先生的原義是要守護著逝世的太太吧.這種深情,令我想到人不是要痛失身邊的人才會珍惜吧.
我從來不會怕跟喜歡的人告白,因我更害怕失去了機會..
前幾日,我某位前度男友向我說他還是放不低前度的女朋友..
我眞心的希望他能鼓氣勇氣,把握機會跟她說..
就算結果不一定是好,但總算搞清楚..
也可以放下心裏一個包伏
愛1個人之前先要好好愛自己
自己也不愛自己,別人又會怎看待你.
我是如此的想著,向回憶說再見,好好的向前走.
October 04 4:36 a.m.這晚,我失眠了..
輾轉反側都瞓唔到覺,4:39眼光光等食早餐@.@..
眼皮明明好重,個人明明好攰都瞓唔到..
msn冇人,facebook冇人..一個寂寞嘅凌晨
時間真係好漫長.. .. .. ..
September 30 台北-洗滌心靈之旅從台北回香港已有數天..
對台北夥熟悉..
但離開台北那天還是很依戀..
7日6夜的旅程,由香港出發到台北,到達桃園機場是像瞎了眼似的看不見接機的湧麟..眞是個傻透的笨蛋.
.去了微風廣場的Plaza,裏面從日本進口的各種小物,讓我有點失控,花了我一半的旅費,速速打道回酒店,以免''大量出血''呵呵..
第ニ天一早又去台中,見我的好友Cary,看見她有說不出的開心,坐在她的摩托車上,發覺台中的環境優美恬靜,終於渡假的感
覺出來了,我們去了看一齣台灣最近很hit的電影''海角7号'',看了接近兩小時,1點悶場都沒有,推介-好看好看.吃了西班牙菜太好吃,
晚上本來想在餐廳林立的綠園道吃飯,但中飯吃太飽所以省了晚上結果沒吃,住在Tango Hotel..那床眞的很正.睡得,很甜.
第3天去烏來泡温泉,特地去泡''美人湯'',開車要3小時,去到那些餐廳竟然有幾間沒人招待的,後來在旅館附近找到一家''山地
feel的''餐廳,吃山豬肉,香蕉飯,飽頤一頓,訂了一個私人湯屋,別緻的客房外就是露天溫泉,山景盡入眼廉,頭一次,在户外可赤裸的
泡泉水,渴冰的飲料,晚上坐在小露台看風景,這夜我覺得我很幸福喔
回到台北和妙蓉,家盛,cary在我住的城市商旅集合,那房間設計是open bath tub的家盛笑說可游泳,吃了個下午茶,聊天,晚上吃烤肉,
也顧不了会發胖,只想盡情的渡過這時光.
接著那天和moon碰面,去了東區shopping,碰到1位年紀輕輕的鞋店老板,水瓶座的男生,聊了很多事,後來到了五分埔逛,衣服超便宜,
moon眞的好瘦,請多吃1點~
可能還有些樂而忘返,delay了回hk1天,和湧麟去新竹原燒吃烤肉,看著他很倦的模樣還是会開車去吃飯,很感動耶~
終於到了返hk的日子,帶著愉快的回憶和思緒踏上歸途.
謝謝家盛,每次去台北都熱情招待.
謝謝妙蓉,總会抽空碰面.
謝謝Cary,帶著我到處遊覽
謝謝moon,總在忍耐我那''機車''性格.
最後要感謝湧麟.謝謝你貼心的照顧和安排.
Bye,Taipei~
September 10 辭工史上的金牌選手我又要宣佈(Hm...不是宣佈結婚喔)Roro 辭工了..實在可能是小女子思想幼稚..為人單純..呵呵..以為做好本份就可以..但原來有d公司係好著眼
d細節野..好似会話抹陳列品有d歪左,..返工早左都話唔啱bo(小女子見識淺薄只知返遲就罰啫.唉)..棉花棒開左幾包..紙巾變成一舊都变成我的責任,
本著人人有份用的事實..這樣嘅工作方式對於我黎講眞係太唔適合.有点無奈點解唔可以有d team spirit 1齊做好d呢~在一個充斥抱怨的工作環境工
作只会添加壓力..怕被人''挑骨頭''..所以繼2位同事後我要趁着7日通知期早点離開..哈..自由可貴!但又要plan下一步計劃了!! August 11 漫長的13曰其實現在很疲倦也想提及一下這幾天的事情..
這幾天我公司擺''R.S''即宣傳..
過了一段快活的''蜜月期''..終於步入''冷靜期''..,點解?
或者我太天眞以前無特別諗sales target ..但番r.s第1 day就知道..簡直係''不可能的任務''..@.@唯有盡力啦
因為今次嘅主打係化妝品..另我倍感壓力~~公司配合好多宣傳話動..客人可以免費預約化妝服務
日日做過無停手..因為免費兼有贈品..所以眞係好多人booking,每一個人我都出盡力化,但係先發覺有d客人好得意..
黎試妝為左1/扮靚靚後去飲
2/約人去唱k先有人幫自己化妝
3/從來唔化妝以後都唔打算化妝
4/想睇下人地化自己化成點樣
5/只係想攞贈品..有冇得化都無所謂
有d客会驚你sell佢,化到1半会話趕時間,趕時間又做咩要book?
有d人話好想買,但佢話張咭要襟機先俾到$,堅持要襟機
有d人話要出外面行1個圈睇吓会唔会溶妝(呢個理由会正常d)
遇著上述客人..有時都幾無奈..因為呢d人好多時会冇禮貌,寸寸貢,驚死你sell佢兼擺到明'我唔買但你都要serve我''
我心裏面有d''悲哀''但當自己找model練妝lo.
反而亦認識了些buy我suggestion的新客..
今日有位Auntie帶左自己個女1行4人來counter..佢本身好清秀但唔識晝眉..我幫佢化完妝後,佢女女話唔認得媽咪了..媽咪靚了年青了.佢姨甥女話想
學化妝..一個auntie睇慣自己嘅樣也肯接受自己嘅'新樣'開開心心嘅離開counter,這就成為我工作的動力.
今日,R.S終於結束..經過13日,汗水和病的煎熬..
發覺我要學的眞的還有很多..
希望自己能堅持下去吧..
現在太倦了..眞的該去睡了
July 27 一個月後終於工作接近1個月了,感覺上都夥為適應的..多得班同事對我這大頭蝦的照顧,呵呵~在旺角工作,我發覺眞係可以見到好多人生百態,
穿4寸高跟鞋把牛仔褲和內褲一樣短的辣妹,招搖過市..自說自話嘅麻甩大叔,數之不盡鐘意講價嘅自由行人仕同最驚嚇嘅有人偷野啦,
發癲發神經啦,可能小妹見識淺薄但眞的大開眼界,日日返工都彷彿是一個故事開始..總會發生点事..都幾得意.
返工後本人發覺揾食艱難,戒掉陋習中~
1/如無必要戒starbucks or pacific coffee因為原來好q貴
2/唔好買咁多衫因為一個月得幾日著去街衫
3/食飯最好晏過2:30因為午餐同下午茶價錢差距夥大
有時百無聊賴又会諗我之後做咩好..so定個事業目標俾自己
儲錢開飾物店~
本人開始慳妹生涯,
請各方好友務必提点督促
感激,感瀲
July 07 天時地利人和今日終於放假可以update 吓最近發生嘅事.
我最近簽左一間國際化妝品牌成為化妝師,負責係店鋪幫客人設計妝容,當然要做埋銷售la.
第1日返工簽完文件就要落舖實習..眞係有d緊張..因為從未返過retail嘅工>.<..返工第一件事係睇吓d貨擺邊度,
自己都逼自己快d記熟d價錢呀,產品功效呀,d產品種類多到死..product code 都要記呀..哈哈,初初有時會手忙腳亂,但係好彩我這班同事好
肯幫我,又好有耐性同愛心hehee,所以開左工幾日己熟習左環境,呵呵~運氣唔錯lucky 呢^o^
也遇到幾個顧客稱讚服務態度好呢,我開心係因為可以provide到佢地需要嘅information俾佢地..
有時放工眞係攰死左,不過依家眞係好享受呢個工作.
多謝大家對Roro嘅關心!!
 June 28 生命中的無限可能好多天偷懶沒寫Blog,發生的事卻有很多.我辭工了,沒有在那婚紗公司任職,返工第一日,由9a.m-11p.m,其實我不用落手,只需觀察那freelance如何工作,看了大半天,和他們出外景,下大雨,天突然又放睛>.<不久又再下雨,,回到公司AM跟我說因近來天氣關係改返早上8点,眞係差d跌低因為返工前話12p.m-9p.m...當晚回到家裏心又不舒服,跳得很快,失眠了..我問自己每天如此眞的是我想要的工作嗎?但我身体都告訴我我不太適宜這種生活.返工第2天,我的手發抖了..完全不聽使喚我明白不可勉強想着辭工的事.AM她很体貼見我不舒服cancel了我大陸的case叫我回家好好休息,這..令我更說不出口了..那幾天的假期完全冇mood在想怎辦..接到之前一間國際有名的化妝公司的電話叫我third -in..我唯有鼓氣勇氣打給身在馬來西亞的經理說辭工,可幸是他很明事理,還說希望以後還有機会合作,謝天謝地,鬆一口氣.接著我找了Annie.G做我的model去了3 in,等了幾天還沒有電話,直至星期四HR打來叫我下星期返工,呵呵,thanks god~我還是比較面對多些人分享化妝哩.接完電話,waiting list左2個月那鐵板神數師傅打給我,說準備好我的命書,我之前成日驚佢会話我短命,好彩都有80歲~~哈..師傅娓娓道出不利我的年份,我的命格,我的父母緣和我的姻緣事業..他說的我大致上很同意..師傅說鐵板神數不論鬼神只是一門統計學和哲學,他有著我父親的感覺和他談話眞的解開了我不少的心結.若如他所說我的人生巳是很幸福.我眞的盼望我的事業和一切安定下來.努力的走出自己的路.June 15 很有感覺的網路文章生命就是要品嘗各種滋味越在乎的人 越在乎的人，你反而越會對他產生誤會。 越在乎的人，犯錯你反而越不能原諒他。 越在乎的人，你反而對他會越不客氣。 越在乎的人，你反而越會裝做不在乎。 人就是這麼奇妙的在乎別人阿！ 所以我覺得世上最幸福的人就是：能找到一個自已喜歡的人，而那個人也是真心的喜歡你。 我想我們大家都該彼此努力吧！ 並且好好珍惜身邊的人喔！ 他就是你今生所要找的人喔！ 圓滿 我們常常安慰別人說：「人生是沒有圓滿的」。 你不能得到一切，永遠不會是最幸福的人。 然而，誰說人生是沒有圓滿的呢？ 我們所擁有的，是另一種圓滿，我們從遺憾中領略圓滿。 沒有分離的思念，怎麼能領略相聚的幸福呢？ 沒有經歷過被出賣的痛苦，怎會領略忠誠的可貴呢？ 沒有嘗過苦戀的滋味，又怎能體會長相廝守的深情呢？ 在紛紛擾擾的人世間，能夠相聚，彼此忠誠，長相廝守，不正是一種圓滿嗎？ 圓滿的人生，不是擁有一切，而是學會了珍惜和付出。 在一個小宇宙裡，你是圓滿的，當你不再貪婪，你是圓滿的。 當你了解愛情，那是自身的圓滿。 月圓月缺，但是，你不會說月亮是不圓滿的。 你愛著的那個人，也許是不完美的，也許是有很多缺點的。 你自己又何不試試看呢？ 然而，你們的關係卻可以是圓滿的。 那個圓滿，超脫了現實， 是一種領略和追求，也是一種寬容。 勇氣 勇氣是由-害怕-不信任-恐懼-提煉而來的。 什麼使人成長呢？ 是學習也是訓練也是磨練。 成功的秘訣不在於學位或是IQ，而是在於精神態度和熱情指數。 以溫柔對待倔強，寬容對待苛刻，熱情對待冷酷。 你用何種的態度面對別人，別人就用如何的態度來對待妳。 有時妳以為天要塌下來了，其實是因為你站歪了吧！ 一個人一生中，需要一些助緣，你幫助別人，別人也幫助你，有時幾乎是在同時，我們都要珍惜這份因緣。Copy 伊利
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